I'm still at home now. Gonna go out at about soon. I don't have any grandparents left(except my paternal grandad in Indonesia) to visit so we normally go out visiting slightly later. And come back late too.

Yay PSI has gone down. So happi happi happi. Mum and Dad gave me and my bro $50 each. Hurray! Can't wait to meet my cousins and baby cousin! Oh why I'm soooo happy today.


Not forgetting : 13 more days to O'levels main papers and 6 more days to Malay paper! Humph!

I'm soo sad that today is the last day of Ramadhan. So I would like to ask for forgiveness to whoever I did wrong and I hope whoever that I did wrong to will accept my forgiveness!

Well I'm pretty excited tomorrow to visit my cousins and all. Missed them all! Loads and loads of food glorious food. Yummy yummy yummy. And loads of "collections" too. Haha. Gonna go lots of places tomorrow...Seng Kang, Ang Mo Kio, Pasir Ris, Tampines......

; to all Muslim people of the world... Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

SLOW SLOW SLOW. Felt like throwing this son of a gun (this computer).


Okay. Good news. I screwed up my O'LEVELS science prac exam last 2 days. Haha. Come and congratulate me. (Well, at least congratulate me on my physics).

Geez. 16 more days to O'levels papers.

Yeah a new skin. Nice? I'm alone at home now cos Mum and Bro went to Geylang Serai to buy some hari raya stuffs. No, no adjuring of food glorious food cos I really have to curb my food intake. Not too much fats, sugar or salt intake. Take white meat instead of red and increase the consumption of plain water and vegetables. Haha.

Read today's news on some 'beggers' who begged those well-off for zakat. I'm totally ashamed at these people. I can understand that these people are not finacially-stabled but couldn't they get help from the various organisation? Some of them even have handphones and take the cabs. Is this called "poor"? One makcik stated that her legs were 'not-strong enough' so she could not clean homes. Erm, I wonder...are her legs 'stronger' when collecting these alms? As a Malay myself, I'm really ashamed at my fellow Malays. Excuse me, there's no one in S'pore that is sooo poor that he/she could not afford a food and must resort to begging. Just lift your heavy arses off and work lah. Sigh. The $30 -$40 they collected in 2 hours not enough to pay for their food and whatever stuffs?? It's obvious that the money are wasted on glamourous clothes blah blah. I'm disappointed that these show-off pests misused the term zakat. Hell, I'm totally DISGUSTED.

PSI 130. Humph!

I'm still waiting for this MISS ATIQA BOON YADI to go online and send me that Snow Patrol song. Humph!!


Anyway, the documentary about ants which I watched yesterday really fascinate me. The show engrossed me for the whole thirty minutes! It's astounding that such a diminutive creation of God are able to subjugate creatures that are giants to them. These remarkable ants are able to monopolise a dry farm land to their own. How they're able to do it? Their concerted efforts. I watched in admiration how they're willing to risk their lives to protect their future generations which were secured in the low heap of earth. Who in the world would do such deed, protecting their own species, but, does not belong to them and what's more risking their lives? I'm conscience-stricken at such an estimable sacrifice. It's an irony such a tiny mortal can receive such commendation. I wonder, why can't humans be like them?


She's still not online yet!!!!! (ears start to smoke)

Yesterday night's PSI has rised to 104. Sigh. When will these burning thingy stop? Can't the government of that particular country do something about this deleterious problem rather than kept insisting that the ministers were already reprimanded by the president? That's not the way to solve this noxious problem. I'm totally exasperated by this problem. This haze will not cease until that country's governmant just get their butts off and poke their nose into their country's affair. I'm just glad my grandad migrated here in Singapore many years ago so I don't have to be born there!

Mum holding Gajus Biscuit

Smiley face over almonds


London Almond cookies



Didn't go to school today but stayed at home and er.. read the dictionary. Have been reading the dictionary since yesterday trying to learn new words. My vocab sucks.

Helped Mum with baking London Almond Cookies for Hari Raya yesterday till way past midnight. Well, I just helped to spread the almonds over the pastries that is blanketed by Van Houlten chocolate. Yummy. But I was full after going Italian and Japanese for break fast. (Pastas and sushis!)

Anyway while helping Mum yesterday till the wee hours, I didn't hear any "noises" well, unluckily. It's so stuffy in the kitchen so I took a break after realising that I had to do SS homework according to my schedule. Didnn't help Mum to bake Gajus Biscuit. Gajus is a kind of nut which I don't know what it's called in English. Didn't get to taste 'cause I was soo tired reading the dictionary and slept at 3 am.

It's a holiday spree for me till next Wednesday. Hooray.......!

Jacqueline from Temasek Poly just called me minutes ago about TP camp. Not sure if I'm going. I hate camps 'cause it's so uncomfortable and troublesome. The last camp I went to was last year's soccer camp. I did not do, you know, that "big thing" for the whole 3 days. Haha. Constipation.

I'm happy 'cause I've just bought a new earpiece! This cost cheaper than my previous one which cost around 16 bucks. I think $9.90 is a good price. The old one lasted less than a year. Hah, so cannot accompany Erika to withdraw her million dollar bucks from DBS bank.

Mum heard "noises" during the wee hours of tuesday morning while she was making kueh for Hari Raya. She told me yesterday afternoon and I said maybe the cats were fighting or any silly car alarms. She said neither of those so I asked why didn't she peek outside the window and she was afraid she will see a woman in white waving at her. Haha.

Bro just got the book where he could choose the secondary school of his choice for next year. I flipped through the pages to find BOWEN SECONDARY SCHOOL. Oh! The standard obviously dropped for the Express stream (like bird shit). Holy, I just wished I had studied hard enough for PSLE 4 years ago and not ending up in Bowen.

Today's sky is clear. Hooray! No more haze. Finally a sunny day. Blame on Erika's hometown in Indonesia for the fire. Shame. Haha.

Awww...today is the last day of Mendaki tuition and I finally attended after about one month! That long! I didn't even know at first so I didn't prepare anything for Johnny Chua (mendaki teacher) on this final journey (sounds like he's dying muahahas). Erdiah, Mustaqim, Rasyidin and Wahid gave a present and card. Anyway I thanked him a lot for teaching me Math and Science. Guess my Monday and Wednesday afternoons are lonely now.

Anyway this morning I'm so pissed (well not actually 'cause I'm fasting). Cikgu came late for malay lesson (as usual) and claimed that, you wouln't expect this :

"I forget."

I came to school today just because she said last week that we can't be absent today and there she is, "forget". Urghh, hello I'm paying you mind you. Anyway less than 25 pupil present today in 4E5. Slackers.

I have been eating burgers for the past 2 days for break fast and I'm getting sick of it so Mum is cooking Chicken Stew today. Yummi! All I think about is food. Food glorious food. Haha. This fasting month is really a challenge to me. A lot of obstacles that had happened to test my patience. But luckily I am able to overcome them.

Well I don't feel like coming to school tomorrow but still have to 'cause Cikgu said that "you can't be absent" tomorrow 'cause there's practise on compo I think. Whatever it is, I really can't be bothered by malay class. It's of no gain. I think I can study malay on my own. Credits for myself (applause).

Today I kind of feeling sick. My body temperature rised and have a slight headache. I mean real headache not like the one Mdm Sumayah has. But luckily, the SS teacher did not come today and ha! free period. But did math anyway. I'm into math these days.

Anyway, Mum's cooking burgers today. Yummi! Can't wait to break fast. About 2 hours and 35 minutes more. Am I supposed to count by the way?

The big Os are getting nearer than I thought and a few are going online now. Well I have to 'stepdown' soon too. So addicted.

There's no PE today cos it rained. Just about to have fun. Damn.

Just read about Hady Mirza's profile at his fan's blog (hadymirza.blogspot.com). He wanted to be a soccer player if he's not a singer. It's a totally different thing. Okay, I know accounting and design are 2 different things too. I don't know, just had a feeling he's just chasing fame. Haha. Doesn't matter as long as he's got talent!

I'm getting sick to go to school everyday now. It's so boring. Anyway left with 35 more days, including holidays and stuffs. I'm doomed! Really have to buck up.

Cikgu did not come for malay lesson today, luckily, cos I've not done my homework. It's not that I don't want to do. It's just that I don't know if it has to be done. She never give instructions clearly (or I'm deaf or stupid?). So I decided to do a compo in which I'm in a worried situation. So I wrote about getting stuck in Indonesia where there was a sudden bomb explosion by the terrorists and lost my passport. I don't know if this story is okay but hey, this is just a practise right?

I'm supposed to get 2 marks (or maybe more) for english prelim compre. They marked some questions wrongly. I could have passed! Damn it. "Move on".